a line..

there's been a line between us... well, i wont call it a line... its more like a border..  i built it just 4 u... still,y don't u just understand that simple gesture?? i said it clearly enough that i dun want u to be near me again.. i dun even want to hear ur voice.. which part of it that u don't understand???? and put away ur face from me... plezz, 4 d last time, dont call me anymore.. 

i really2 hate it...!

tiada tajuk dpt mnerangkan sume ini.....

kenangan lalu yg ttbe mnjelma kdg kala bley mbuatkn aku keresahan... kenangan itu bisa mbuat ati aku yg duka btmbah lara.... aku btol benci knangan 2... klo aja aku bisa lpakan sume itu... tp tak mungkin kn terjadi... aku bley blgak tenang tp smp ble??? smp aty aku da nk mletup? ble aku da x de prasaan?? atau smp aku da jd bangkai bnyawa??

sad tango english version by rain bi....

What I gotta do to make you mine?

What should I be giving myself to find?

Any clue that you might left behind

Baby please give me a sign

I can never walk away like this

Giving up on you

And it's true

It's the only one thing that I'm sure

Only one thing that is so pure

Pure enough my heart can cure

There's so much I can endure

Baby can you please come back to me

To my arms, please

Finding ways to get you back

Everyday I'm asking to myself

What's the reason that you turned your back to me?

How am I supposed to live?

Searchin' places you might be
Anywhere I'll go if I can meet

You and tell you how I need you here with me

I can't live without your love

Why can't I just give up and let go?

When it's over and I know

Everywhere I look for high and low

Couldn't find you and it shows that you don't want me to come to you

Come to you again

So I tried

Tried to live my life without you here

But what I run into is more fear

Can you hear my words, they're so sincere

That I really need you near

Baby why can't you see this is real?

Please come back, baby

Finding ways to get you back

Everyday I'm asking to myself

What's the reason that you turned your back to me?
How am I supposed to live?

Searchin' places you might be

Anywhere I'll go if I can meet

You and tell you how I need you here with me

I can't live without your love

It's too late to say these words of redemption

I should've known better

If I can turn back the clock, I'll do anything and everything

All I need is just one more chance, let me prove my love to you

Let me show you, let me tell you how much I miss you

You're all that I need girl

Finding ways to get you back

Everyday I'm asking to myself

What's the reason that you turned your back to me?

How am I supposed to live?

Searchin' places you might be

Anywhere I'll go if I can meet

You and tell you how I need you here with me

I can't live without your love

basic number in japanese...

let's learn japanese  today... :

zero = zero/ rei

one = ichi

two = ni

three = san

four = shi/ yon

five = go

six = roku

seven = shici/ nana

eight =hachi

nine =kyuu/ ku

ten = juu

 my fave number is 1 5... u knw y??? coz when it is said 2gether, it will produce my hero...

hahahahha.... here is my hero...

he soo cooool rite....

the black rose....

many people like red roses... while others chose white to symbolized the purity of their loves... but what do you think bout black roses???? does black rose exist...? the color black has always been synonymous with death and mourning. It is thus the color of sadness and farewell. so, many people consider black roses to symbolize bereavement, loss and mortality. black rose means revenge to a foe or wanting to kill someone. dat is what people hv in their mind... well, i hv another prospective.. do u believe if i say black rose signify pure luv? y? simple, we hardly found rose in black color rite??? so do pure luv... people often find luv in everyday life... but do they all hv a chance to got the pure luv? pure luv is hard to find, juz like d black rose... n when u hv it, u will cherish it all ur life... u will find awe when black rose is in front of u... and bcoz of dat reason, i chose black roses as my fav flower...

 

my story...

when i was 5 yrs old, i had my 1st fren in my 1st kindergaten... i like her... i talk bout her evryday to my cousin.. i enjoy my time with her....one day she juz changed... she befren wit a girl.. its not bcoz she had other fren, but what they both do to me.. and at the age of 5, i've been introduced to the word bully...

the day u decide....

The worst thing you can do is let me fall in luv when you doesn't intend to catch me fall. 

and when comes.....

The day you finally decide to love me will be the day after the day I have given up on chasing you....

meng'update' blogku...

da lme aku x update... klo bkn sbb cik zatie srh aku update blog ney smlm, rse2 aku x update lg blog ney... smp r 1 2 bln... hehe... bkn aku mls, tp sj je nk pchkan rekod cik zatie 2... hahaha... wat cik zatie, aku x sgk ar plak cik zatie ney rndu kt blog aku...tharu btol r aku smlm... so, demi pmintaan cik zatie, aku update r blog ney...
aku de byk bnde nk cter.. tp ble aku mgadap pc ney jer, trus terbang idea aku... nnt ble aku igt pe yg aku nk cter, aku jnji aku akn update... utk mase skrg ney, 2 jer yg aku dpt wat... for cik zatie, jgn lpe bce entry aku ney ek... hahaha...

p/s : jgn mara tw cik zatie... nnt cpt tua..