my statement.......

my statement :

IM NOT THAT INNOCENT... ONCE U HURT ME, I WILL REMEMBER THAT 4 EVER...AND I SWEAR THERE WILL BE PAYBACK TIME.... DUN TRY MY PATIENCE COZ ITS RUNNIN OUT... KEEP IT IN UR HEAD... IM NOT D GIRL U USED 2 KNW ANYMORE...

question mark....

salah ke aku klo aku nk pertahan diri sendiri??
biadap ke tindakan aku 2???
kejam ke aku ney???
knp sume slhkan aku???
sedangkan bkn aku yg slh...
klo gduh aku x pnh start dlu...
tp stp kali aku kte cm2,knp dorg pgl aku pnipu...?
aku ker yg x phm dri aku???
or dorg yg x phm aku????

hurt.....

i dun need u to mention bout it...

i already knw im such an idiot..

but when u point it out like dat, it hurt me more than i could handle...

so wut if i dun get straight 'A's in PMR,SPM...

y make it ur biznes when we barely knw each other????

who r uu again????

i dun think we r frens...

not even enemy...

soo....

y r u humiliate me in front of other people...????

chantek punya perangai ko ade.....

kosong...

da lme aku x update blog...

bkn sbb aku mls...

tp sbb hidup aku mgu2 yg lps dull sgt2..

aku x sdr pn ble siang, ble mlm...

aku juz hrp hari cpt bgnti...

ahd,isn,sel,rabu,khm,jum,sab2 smp r ahd blk....

dont tell me....

 lagu ney de byk psmaan ngn pe yg aku rse skrg ney... 


Hey
Why should anyone tell me how to wear my hair?
They say I should try to fit in
But I don't care

I'm living my life
Just the way I like
They say I get a little too loud
Try to push me in a box
Over analyze
But I'm never gunna turn it down
They say stop but I say go

Don't tell me
What I gotta do
Who I wanna be
It's for me to choose
No wrong moves
Cuz I just don't have the time

Don't tell me
What I gotta do
Cuz it's up to me
It's not up to you
If I wanna go crazy
No one's gunna stop me tonight

Oh no
Yeah

Hey
Why should I bend into what I'm not?
They say someday I might get a real job
I'm not about to compromise who I am
Just so I can bend right in
They wanna see a cardboard cutout
Well that's a fight they just can't win

They say "Yes" and I say "NO"

Don't tell me
What I gotta do
Who I wanna be
It's for me to choose
No wrong moves
Cuz I just don't have the time

Don't tell me
What I gotta do
Cuz it's up to me
It's not up to you
If I wanna go crazy
No one's gunna stop me tonight

They can say what they like
I don't hear it all
It's my life to live it
Live it just the way I want
I'm never holding back
I'm done not standing out
They say "Never" and I say "Right now!"

Don't tell me
What I gotta do
Who I wanna be
It's for me to choose
No wrong moves
Cuz I just don't have the time

Don't tell me
What I gotta do
Cuz it's up to me
It's not up to you
If I wanna go crazy
No one's gunna stop me tonight

i'll be back soon..... wait for me!!!!!!!!!!!

esk aku da nk blk umh...
bley r aku on9 tiap jam...
hehehe...
klo eletric bill kt umh aku 2 naik,da xde org len pny keje...
aku r 2...
mak abh...
jgn mrh ek...
kte da ktgih on9 ney....

aku bengang........!!!!!!

bengang glur r pagi ney....
de ke ptt sandal yg aku cari slama ney de kt luar pgr umh...
stahu aku sandal 2 aku ltak DALAM pagar,kt kwsan umah...
cmner r plak sandal 2 de kt luar...
JALAN sendiri ker?????
da r de sbelah jer...
sandal 2 abah aku bru jer beli...
geram tw x...
aku mmg ckup pantang klo harta benda aku jd cam2....
tmbah2 lg klo parents aku yg bagi...
ksabaran aku mmg da smkin menipis skrg...
jgn smpai aku kuang ajar...
tolong r, jgn kcau aku sbb aku x kcau korg pn...

puisi tentang seseorang

Ku lari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku,.

Ku lari ke pantai kemudian teriakku

Sepi..sepi dan sendiri aku benci

Ingin bingar aku mau di pasar..
Bosan aku dengan penat
Enyah saja kau pekat

Seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri
Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai

Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh

Ada malaikat menyulam jaring labah-labah belang di tembok keraton putih

Kenapa tidak kau goyangkan saja locengnya biar terdera

Atau aku harus lari kehutan

Belok ke pantai..?

Bosan aku dengan penat

Dan enyah saja kau pekat

Seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri

ada apa dengan cinta....

aku btol2 sker ngn puisi ney.... 

revenge is a dish best served cold....

This saying suggests that if someone does something bad to us, it is better to pay them back later in time, not immediately. Vengeance may be more satisfying if it is not inflicted immediately... is it true we will be more satisfy when we have our payback???? don't that action make us the same as the culprit who does the bad things to us??? why we would do something that will make us look so low?? from my perspective of view, even when we have our revenged, we won't feel any satisfaction.... but only regrets in our soul... people thinks that revenge is the only way of having justy... that is the thinking of selfish one... revenge, at first though sweet,bitter ere long back on itself recoils... when we take revenge against another, we lose some of our innocence because the only thing in our mind is anger.... so people, think carefully before you take revenge.... this is for your own goodness....

serius aku benci....

aku benci ble aku boring...

benci ble senyap...

benci time aku lapar...

benci kene wat keje...

benci ble pc 'HULT'....

benci ble xde pc n xley on9....

mmg benci laki yg ske amk ksmpatan....

lg benci org yg hipokrit....

tmbh2 benci 'LADIES' yg prasan bagus....

paling aku benci ble aku start fall in LUV...
serius,yg LAST 2 mmg aku plg benci....
serius aku benci......

kemalasan tahap melampau.....

aku mmg malas....

glur2 pny malas...

nk study pn cm xde smgt jer..

pdhal brp ari jer lg nk final...

hissshhhhh.....

pe nk jd r ngn aku ney...

bile kte syg.....

Bila kita syg org tu
Kita terima je apa yg org tu kata
Tp bila dia kata kita?
Ati kata takpe semua manusia tak sempurna

Bila kita syg org tu
Kita tunggu dia lama pun x per
Tp bile dia tunggu kita??? Dia marah2
Ati kata ala, adatlah ada yang menunggu dan ditunggu..

Bila kita syg org tu
Kita x tido pun x pe janji layan dia yg tgh bosan,
Tp bila kita bosan Ada dia layan kita???
Ati kata x pe dia busy kot..

Bila kita syg org tu
Kita gaduh ngan dia, kita diam je
Tp dia heboh 1 dunia
Ati kate x pe, dia tension tuu.

Bila kita syg org tu
Kita call nak cakap dgn dia
Tp dia gayut dgn org lain..
Bila jd camtu,
Ati kata x pe, dia ada hal nak cakap dgn kwn dia

Bila kita syg org tu
Kita bercerita dgn dia, cerita ngan tunggul lg baik
Tp biler dia bercerita ngan kita..
Kita dgr, sepatah2 kita ingat
Ati kata x pe syg katakan..

Bila kita syg org tu
Kita n dia lapar
Tp kita bg semua roti kita kat dia
Ati kata, ala jagalah hati dia, sian dia

Bila kita syg org tu
Kita sanggup bg dia rest bila dia letih,
Tp bila kita letih, dia nak jugak kita layan dia bila dia bsn..
Adil ke? Ati kata, ala bukan selalu pun..

Bila kita syg org tu
Kita jadi macam org gila dgr dia sakit,
Tp bila kita sakit, Dia siap bole kuar ngan kwn2 dia
Ati kata, ala x pe, x kn dia nak berkepit ngan kita 24 jam

Bila kita syg org tu
Kita x penah pentingkan diri sendiri
Tp dia hpokrit tahap cipan gaban
Ati kata x per, dia mmg camtu kena lah terima..

Bila kita syg org tu
Nmpk lalat kat makanan dia, kita halaukan
Tp dia lak kalau Nampak lalat kat makanan kita, dia biarkan je
Ati kata, takpelah, takkan dia asik nk buat semua benda utk kita..

Bila kita syg org tu
Kita x sanggup tgk dia derita
Tp dia x prnh hargai diri kita,
Ati kata, tau x betapa kita sygkan dia?

Bila kita syg org tu
Kita sanggup tinggalkn dia selama2nya utk dia bahagia
Tp adakah dia tahu pengorbanan kita??
Ati kata, x pe, janji dia bahagia

credit to mr papakuh slumber....

mampus....

glur r ari ney...

aku dpt markah group work aku...

bapak glur rendah mrkah team aku...

de plak yg dpt 0...

bygkan r...

0000000000....

fail!!!!!!!!!!

so,aku kne bgantung kt kuiz n test jer...

waaa.......

emo ke akuuu???

de kwn aku ckp aku ney emo...

btol ker???

aku sndri pn x psti...

kwn yg ckp kt aku 2 plak bkn nye bru knl aku smlm...

since skol rendah lg...

soo,ble dy bg statement yg aku ney emo, aku pn bru r start perah otak...

sisi diri aku yg mne 1 ek kwn aku 2 tgo..?

btol ker aku EMO???

impian yang tinggal mimpi...

ptg td aku ngn 2 org room mate aku g r sunway... knon2 nk tgo cter Jennifer's body...

tp ble smp jer kt gsc c2,xde pn cter Jennifer's Body... agk kmpunan r aku ari ney.... tp nsb baik r de cter pandorum... mle2 kwn aku sorg ney xnk tgo.. sbb dy kte saspens sgt.... last2, dy kne tgo gak sbb majoriti nk tgo cter pendorum...  ble aku tgo cter 2,ttbe jer aku trigt blk impian aku dlu... aku pnh r bmimpi nk jd sainstis n klo bley nk explore space.... time 2 mmg aku usaha btol2 r nk cpai impian aku 2... tiap2 mlm aku tgo ke langit n try imagine keadaan aku nnt ble aku smp sna... klo spe2 tny aku pe nme bintang 2, aku spontan ley jwb... skrg,aku xtw mne hilang smgat aku dlu... klo de ksmpatan, aku akn tgo langit.... hayti keindahan alam.... tp juz 2 jer r... aku da xley nk gapai impian aku 2... nk kte nyesal, mmg aku nyesal.... but 4 what aku nyesal???? bkn nye aku give up trus.... impian 2 ttp de.... kdaan jer yg mnyulitkan aku... aku xley nk tntg pe yg da tsurat utk aku...

wat cik wani ku syg...

aku mls r nk ckp pe2....

ang tgo sndr r...

Wednesday, 28 October 2009
Carling Cup

Home Team	Score	Away Team	Time
Arsenal	2-1	Liverpool

12.29 am...

still,aku blom tdo lg....

sbb aku x dpt tdo,aku update r  blog ney...

smbl2 aku on9...

aku de rse aku tlpe sumthing....

tp da nme pn tlpe kn,aku x tw r pe yg aku lpe 2....

da r xley tdo, lapar plak 2...

nk mkn, mls...

so,aku thn je...

mmg x bley bla kn...

xpe2...

sblum korg ktuk aku,aku sdar dlu...

hehe...

da r...

aku da nk mrepek ney..

dr aku mrepek yg x bfaedah,lg ok klo aku g onemanga....

k,daaa.......

November 3 2009....

klo bley aku xnk ari 2 dtg...

klo bley biar lgsg xde 3/11...

tp spe aku nk hilangkn ari...

wlau pe pn yg aku wat,3/11 ttp akn dtg...

3/11,ari sorg kwn aku akn g jauh dr aku...

well,xde r jauh mne...

tp ckup aku tw he wont b around any more...

wlau aku rse cdey,tp ko g utk kbaikan ko gak...

so,sbg kwn aku xkn halang ko...

aku support dcision ko 2...

2 my fren there,wish u all d best...

all d best 4 u,my best fren....

2 mr W.....

aku tw mmg ssh nk lpe org  yg jd pghuni ati ko... lg ssh ble ko ske kt org yg pnh ko ske, tp dy da xde feel kt ko da.... seksa ble tgo dy bhgye ngn org len,sdgkan ko tw ko ley jd org 2.... plg pedih ble ko x pnh bniat pn nk smbut cinte dy 2,tp ttbe plak ko ley tgkap cintan ngn dy.... nyesal ker??? well,mmg pdn r ngn muke ko... aku da ckp jgn nk wat dy cm2... tp ko degil... ko xpnh dgr ckp aku... wlau aku simpati ngn ko, tp ati aku ttp rse geram...sory sbb aku tlalu jujur... tp ney je cre aku dpt sdrkn ko... jgn ko igt sume pmpuan ko ley dpt... cntoh da de dpn mte... so,nnt pndai2 r ko idup... aku still igt pjnjian kte...n ko da lggr pnjian kte... soo,aku hrp ko xkn cntact aku lg.....

FAREWELL!!!!

p/s : aku x pnh nyesal sbb knl ko... juz aku cdey sbb ko xpnh ikhlas jdik kwn aku....

saya gelak bila awak gelak...

2 r words yg de kt tshirt yg aku bru bli ney... aku rse cm ssuai ngn aku... sbb 2 r aku bli...  aku mmg akn gelak ble org len gelak... wlau aku sndri xtw sbb pe dorg 2 gelak... yg aku tw,ble dorg gelak,aku ngn automatiknye akn gelak skali... hehe... ntah pape r aku ney... tp yg jdik prob skrg ney,ble dorg da abs gelak pn aku x stop2 lg.... letih tw aku nk stop gelak ney... org kte ble kte gelak,kte xkn stress... tp bg aku, ckup stress ble nk gelak... sbb nnt aku x dpt nk control... sum1 help me plezzzz.....

aku dan dia....

aku seorg girl...

dy plak boy...

aku pndiam...

dy byk glur...

aku mnangis...

dy ktwa....

aku ske bce...

mlukis i2 hidup dy....

byk pzaan ktorg.....

tp yg nyata,dlm byk2 pbzaan 2,de 1 psamaan yg nyata skali.....

kami saling membenci...

aku mmg benci dy...

dan dy plak,x pnh ske aku...

my soulmate - r u there....?

Soulmate is sum1 that when u  meet him/her you feel an imediate connection to - a connection so strong that you are drawn to them in a way you have never experienced before. As this connection develops over time, you experience a love so deep, strong and complex, that you begin to doubt that you have ever truly loved anyone prior. Your soulmate understands and connects with you in every way and on every level, which brings a sense of peace, calmness and happiness when you are around them. And when you are not around them, you are all that much more aware of the harshness of life, and how bonding with another person in this way is the most significant and satisfying thing you will experience in your lifetime. You are also all that much aware of the beauty in life, because you have been given a great gift and will always be thankful. Your soulmate is like other half of your brain. If u lose a half, d other will malfunction. Life would be nothing if one half of the brain/conscious was without this person.

 

Hidup ini indah...

wlau pon byk sgt prob, tp kte xdpt nk nafikn yg hidup ini sgt indah... klo xde mslh, kte xkn tahu how much kte rse hapy sblum ney... ble kte hepy plak, kte akn igt blk sblum ney kte da down glur... so,tnpe mslh xde r bhgia... mslh ney like motivasi bg kte... kte kne igt bkn kte jer de mslh.. org len pn sme gak... tp npe org len bley rlx, slumber jerk, pdhal kte da mcm kucing hilang anak (ntah2 kucing 2 pn x mcm kte,kte jer yg lbey)... hidup ney kn like roda... spe yg kt atas 2 x smstinye kekal kt atas... tgu mse jer nk trun... cm2 r gak ngn yg kt bwh... myb skrg kte rse klam kabut glur tp nnt smp mse  kte free r...  slagi kte tahu cmner nk jlani hidup ngn sempurna, kte xkn rse boring... even if we r alone....

aku dan butterfly

aku bru sdr npe r aku ske sgt ngn butterfly ney....
ble aku pk dlm2,bru aku realise yg aku dan butterfly sme jer scra teori...
butterfly pny hyat idup yg x pnjg... cm 2 gak ngn ati dan prasaan aku... cpt mati....
wlaupn aku x nk jd cm2,tp aku x dpt nk elak pn...
aku xley control ati aku sndr....
ati aku seolah2 pny tuan yg len...
bkn aku....
dlm psmaan de gak pbezaan....
at least wlau skjp,butterfly dpt hapy kn ati org len....
tp pe yg aku slalu wat???
kwn2 aku rmai yg trsa ati....
aku sdr 2 sume...
tp pe nk wat...
tljk perahu bley r undur...

Raye dtg lagi.....

hye....
da lme aku x update blog aku ney kn.... miss ashy pn da komplen,ble r aku nk update ney...
hehe... aku sbnrnye bkn xnk update.... bkn gak sbb aku busy.... tp sbb kmalasan yg mlampau.... pe2 pn,aku ucp kt sume slamat ari rye... maaf zahir batin... mmg xdpt nk dnafikn yg ari ney aku mmg epy... spe x epy kn ble rye... tp de 1 insiden yg wat aku bengang nk mampus... al kisahnye gini .... pg td aku g r masjid,solat rye... org pny r rmai... nsb r aku dtg awl... klo x,aku solat kt luar masjid r nmpknye... ble da abs,aku kuar r g amk kasut aku... tp yg wat aku pelik bebenor 2,xde plak kst aku.... aku igt myb r de org ttukar ke... so,aku tgu r smp da abs org kt masjid 2... tp xde pn org dtg tukar... aku pn start r pk... klo ikt logik,mst r de kst xtra klo btol kst aku ttkar ngn org len... ney x... 1 kst pn aku x jmp... puas aku pusing masjid 2... last2,kaki ayam r aku blk umah... agk bengang gak r aku time 2... nk wat cmner,da nsb bdn.... juz,yg wat aku x puas ati 2,pg2 rye pn nk wat prangai ker????? well,bnde da jd kn.... nk kte pe lg... psanan 4 org yg 'trambil' ksut aku 2 - aku sdekahkn ko kst aku 2... jgn rsau,aku da maafkn ko...

KAWAN....SAHABAT...TEMAN

mungkinkah terdapat perbezaan bagi ketiga-tiga perkataan tersebut...? for me,there is...

kawan bagi ku adalah seorang yg ku berbual-bual dengannya,berkongsi pendapat,menghabiskan masa lapangku.....tanpa membabitkan sebarang perkaitan dengan diriku(tidak menunjukkan minat yang mendalam). itu definisi KAWAN...

SAHABAT adalah seseorang yang ingin aku kongsikan kebahagiaan dan keceriaan aku... aku juga ingin berkongsi segala kegembiraannya.... tp aku takkan sekali2 bercerita mengenai masalah aku,kegusaranku, atau perkara2 yang sebati dengan diriku... masih terdapat jurang antara aku dengan SAHABATku itu......

dan TEMAN pula bagi aku,seseorang yang aku kongsikan segala perasaan aku padanya.... dia adalah seseorang yang betul2 mengenali aku,yang aku hormat,dan yang aku betul2 sayang... masih terdapat jurang,namun bijak mengagak apa yang ada di minda ini... TEMAN itu adalah seseorang yang bertindak bagai kelurgaku-sentiasa mendorong ke arah kebaikan,selalu memberi pandangan,menegur pabila ku membuat salah dan memotivasikan diri ini....

so,bagi aku memang terdapat perbezaan yang ketara antara KAWAN,SAHABAT dan TEMAN.

aku ada banyak kawan.....

sedikit sahabat......

kurang teman........

namun hidup ini aku lalui dengan seadanya sebab aku tahu masih banyak lagi cabaran dan dugaan yang tlah tertulis dalam diari hidup aku.....

you are my friend

i used to think that I'm the most unfortunate person in this world... how pathetic i am....
I'm sorry god for being such ungrateful.... but what happen today was surely blown away my feeling as a friend... i always wonder if I've been such a good friend to everyone.... i kind of hoping they will forever be my friend... what a thought.... no matter what i do,they all went away.... just like the cloud.... i just have to remind myself not too think about that good-for-nothing friend anymore... besides,he is just normal person that have their own way of thinking,right....
maybe he just think that today was only a joke.... whatever.... listen here,my good-for-nothing friend,you are my friend,and always been that... i love you my friend.....

Butterfly.....

npe r aku ske sgt ngn butterfly nie ek....myb sbb dy cantik...
aku pny alasan sndr npe aku ske butterfly....
utk dpt wings yg wonderful,butterfly terpaksa bersusah payah...
dy tpaksa hidup sbg beluncas,de dlm kepompong, n bertukar jd butterfly yg chantek...
bg aku,hidup nie bley d smakn dgn butterfly..... ble kte rsa kte nie kcik,kte slalu d keji.... xde org pduli pn... tp lme2,ble kte da tekad nk brubah,org pn mula pndg tgi kt kte....
soo...aku harap hidup aku cm2....biar la org nk ktuk aku skrg... at least aku taw pe yg aku wt 2 still lg de org pduli.... korg tgu ar ble aku da mula matang nnt,aku janji aku xkan biar korg pndg rndah kt aku lg....