yg terpendam kian tenggelam...

betul kte org... masa mmg dpt ubati luka... cuma cepat atau lambat jer.....

dalam kes aku, aku bertuah sbb luka aku cpt sembuh....

Mimpi Yang Mati by BLiZ

Tak sengaja genggamanku terbuka
Lantas ku gapai bintang yang berjuta
Bintang yang kuimpikan menerangi
Takkan kubiarkan berlalu pergi

Andai benar kau menjadi milikku
Mencintaimu menjadi sumpahku
Namun jika hadirmu satu mimpi
Aku rela tidur sepanjang hari

c/o : Kutunggu mentari di hujung siang
Tak kusangka awan hitam menjelang
Sumpahku jadi tak pasti
Nyatalah mimpi, mimpi yang mati

Genggaman tanganku terbuka sepi
Mendambar dirimu satu ilusi
Bintang yang kugapai tak berpanjangan
Hadirmu di dunia hanya pinjaman

Kutunggu mentari di hujung siang
Tak kusangka awan hitam menjelang
Sumpahku jadi tak pasti
Nyatalah mimpi, mimpi yang mati

Kutunggu mentari di hujung siang
Tak kusangka awan hitam menjelang
Sumpahku jadi tak pasti
Nyatalah mimpi, mimpi yang mati

Kutunggu mentari di hujung siang
Tak kusangka awan hitam menjelang
Sumpahku jadi tak pasti
Nyatalah mimpi, mimpi yang mati


mp3 download :
http://www2.mp3raid.com/search/download-mp3/1120812-0/bliz_mimpi_yang_mati.html

Black Rose by Trapt

I saw you in the garden I wanted you so much
I really thought that you were different Oh I couldn't get enough

I tried to save you from yourself I felt every high and low
now the lows have drowned the highs away now there's no where else to go

Black rose your thorns are cutting into me for the last time
Black rose I watched your petals wilt away I couldn't bring you back to life

You were always where the sun could never go
I never wanted you to have to be alone
But I couldn't find a way to help you grow
Black Rose


You never tell me how you feel and your moods they always change
I really tried to make it real but you never had the faith
I tried to give you something good to take the pain away
I tried to make you understand You don't have to be this way

I'm not the one who hurt you So why are you so scared
(I couldn't save you) (You are who you are)
All that you've been put through couldn't be repaired
(I couldn't break through) (we're too far apart)
I'm not the one who hurt I'm the only one who cares
(I couldn't save you) (You are who you are)
You'll need someone to turn to And I will not be there
(I couldn't save you)

Every time I held you I knew that it would hurt
Only through the pain I could find a way to learn

Black rose your thorns are cutting into me for the last time 


Song Meaning :


This song is about how a girl that got hurt really, really bad in a previous relationship. She's dead inside, or more so like a black rose. She was truly in love with someone else, then moved quickly to a new relationship. The new guy (one of the band members I'm assuming) is trying so hard to make her see that he is different. He's trying to make her "grow" again. But she's not trying she just wants to be hollow inside, maybe not wants to be, but she got hurt so bad she's scare to do it again. "Black rose your thorns are cutting into me for the last time, Black rose I watched your petals wilt away I couldn't bring you back to life" is saying he's done trying with her. He's done putting so much into their relationship, and he basically watched her die. Not literally. 

mata aku vs mata mereka...

seriously... smp skrg aku still x phm cmner gurls kt luar sna ley mnt ngn Robert Pattison 2... ntah kt mne 'hensem' dy pn aku xsure... nk kte d way dy acting 2, macho sgt ker...? ntah r... dr dlu smp skrg aku mncari jwpn,x ktemu juga.. klo tny aku, lbh baik aku bg tumpuan kt actor yg pgang watak jasper 2.. Jackson Rathbone... xpn Kellan Lutz a.k.a emmet.. tp edward... hmm... mgecewakan.. if only dorg cri org len bwk watak edward,grenti aku lg sker... aku bygkan edward 2 lbh menarik r ble bce bku twilight... tp.... hhmmmm...

p/s: dean ngn sammy ttp d ati... hahaha...

dun mess with my supernatural!!!!!

benci tol smlm... sgp kau x on tv dr aku blk kje smp r kol 11 semata mata aku nak tgo supernatural.... alih2 tgo cter 2 gnti ngn segmen khas 4 World Cup... even aku mnt bola sklai pn,klo srh aku pick 1, it will be no surprise I choose supernatural over other thgs.. glur btol... da r smlm aku down nk mampus.. igtkan ble tgo supernatural nnt aku ley epi ckit... maklum r episod mgu ney pn lbh kurg lwk gak... aku nk tgo scene Dean gdo ngn bdak yg pkai suit astronout 2.... mmg r aku da tgo cter ney,tp x slh kn aku nk tgo lg skali... namun apakan daya, ttbe plak cter 2 xde... hancus musnah harapan ku... waaaa..... xdpt trime knyataan aku hmpir2 je nk ttp tv... aku x ttp r sbb nnt mak aku kte aku buang tbiat plak.. slalu ari selasa aku tdo lwt... sbb mata aku yg da x ngantuk,aku tgo r channel 303,kbs world... mne aku tw muka rain ttbe je muncul kt screen... aku lyn r tgo..  rain pny psl,pkl 2 bru aku tdo...

p/s: still x puas aty supernatural xde......

my new love....

yes... i am in love...

 i've found a new love...

he's quite smart, elegant and myb handsome man....

but what most important to me is he really knw how to write...

of course he need to stay creative so that i won't lose interest...

the books he wrote always make me love him more...

his reputation as the master of the legal thriller confirmed  when his books mostly hit the number one in NY best seller books...

hahaha.....

yes, he is an author... his name is John Grisham....

he is my new love...

well,actually not him,but more on his books...

pe,korg igt aku ney sng sgt ker nk jth cinta,hah???

ssh utk aku jth cinta, and when i DO, it more harder to get over it..

xkan r x smp 1 mgu pn cinta aku musnah korg expect aku utk bcinta lg....

terbanglah dikau....

aku sudah menerima hakikat yg aku bkn utk kau,dan kau bkn utk aku... aku lepaskan kau pergi, pergi dr hidup aku.... aku akn lupakan ape yg pernah aku rse utk kau.. no need for grieving, or sadness as i will never look backward again... i used to think dat my life stop at 3.50 pm... now, when i tke a deep thinking, it's maybe the time my new world started... i just pray my heart won't break into 1000 pieces... coz no way i can find its all back...