Playing with the word

for others joy is happiness, delight or whatsoever that fit in...

but for me, joy is 

Just. Over. You 

Up to the sky

Luahkan

kalau tidak ia meracun....

Lontarkan

walau hanya pada awan-awanan....

cr : Hlovate

Thank You!

You were the last person I thought would hurt me

I could never imagined you to do so... apparently you were soooo good with it

I should give you some credit for that..

Anyways, muchos gracias 

So long my so called friend..

hope our path never crossed each other again

SAYONARA~

Super Duper Happy!!!!

ade 2 hal yang buat aku btol2 happy saat ini....

1) Onew da update me2day, secara x lgsg bg aku peluang utk wish birthday dia secara live [yea, sy mmg SHINee World yg prihatin]

2) My super best friend bru je letupkan berita tergempar - dy blk mgu dpn!!! yea, bley jmp... agk kurg sbar la nk tgu dy smp cney even time 2 study week... tp pe slhnyer 2 3 4 5 jam abis ngn dy jer kn....

Note to myself :-

1) STUDY please

2) For about 2 - 3 weeks please forget about any novels

3) Don't eat instant noodles EVERYDAY!

4) PLEASE eat proper meal

5) Control the anger

6) Block any desire to go for entertainment

7) Save more money

8) Pay attention in classes

9) Ignored any attempted to drag you to -ve side

10) NEVER believe a man's words

Knock Down!!

Being hurt is a part of life...

Everybody hurts....

but to be hurt by someone you trust with all your heart, someone who you thought would be the last one to cause you pain... 

it could bring hell....

so broken, that no words could describe it....

it's totally the ultimatum of knock down...

a bud blossom into a pretty flower

It's nice to see how others had changed so much for the couple years. 

I'm a big girl now, but not yet fully blossom... 

How I wish I could turn into a pretty flower, inside and outside...

keMANUSIAan yg hilang

Bile hati da gelap, camni la jadinya....

Pedih hati ble tengok gambar yang di post di wall fb kwn... For the first time, tengok jer gambar terus nangis. NANGIS dgn sendu sedan, bkn stkat berlinang air mata... Tiada kata yang mampu diucap utk menggambarkn kesedihan, just air mata yang jatuh menceritakan segala rasa.....

I let you go

I have accepted my destiny.... u are not for me... and will never be.... since from the start, we have been through all, up and down... but now, it's will be just a plain memory to me...  nothing else...............

ada apa dengan muzik???

skali skala layan uprising dari band Muse best gak... ptt r nme band 2 Muse, sbb lirik-lirik lagu dorg ney mmg mbuatkn otak aku berfikir panjang... Tambah2 lagi aku yg sike sgt dengar lagu malam-malam ke pagi hari ney... Terus celik mata beb....

Lepas da lyn Muse, beralih plak ke Nickelback and so on smp r abs sume lagu aku lyn... sedar2, da tlmbt aku nk tdo pn....

dipendekkan cerita, pe de pd muzik?? hanya 1 - kelalaian...............

Living a full life~

Fuhhh... It's almost a year I haven't been log in to my blog... Kinda impressive, for someone who is so obsessive compulsive, like me... For the past year, I have focused more on my study... And the result? I would say they meet my expectation.....

I've been forgetting for how long I had strive to be where I am right now, but the waiting - really worth it! I can taste the sweet of my suffering now... Life never gonna be the same anymore...